Everyday (POEM)

Ugly.
My feelings about myself and what I see in the mirror, everyday.

Insignificant.
What you think of me and what I think of myself, everyday.

Invisible.
What I wish I could be and what my pain is, everyday.

Brutal.
What I deserve and how I treat myself, everyday.

Empty.
How I love to feel and what I am, everyday.

Binge.
How I fill the void and punish myself, everyday.

Heavy.
My heart and body and mind, my soul and spirit, everyday.

Cold.
Inside but never outside, everyday.

Deprecating.
Can't do it enough to make myself feel free, everyday.